Mandy makes baby food for our use in VBB hospital. She buys
the cheap turkeys just before Thanksgiving, putting a couple in the freezer
when they are on sale. One client brings in a turkey every year just for this
purpose, because his puppy began eating as it finally recovered from parvo, and
what it ate was Mandy’s homemade turkey baby food. He’s been doing this for
years.
We have a stove in the break room, and Mandy boils a whole
turkey on that stove, all day, day after day, until it is mostly mush. The entire
hospital smells of turkey when this happens. Like Thanksgiving Day at Mom’s.
Then into the blender goes the remnants, and from there into ice cube trays,
and then the freezer. Ice cube trays provide individual servings of Mandy’s
homemade baby food, which thaw quickly in the microwave, or with hot water. We
call this food magic, because puppies and kittens, old lady cats and ninety
pound pitbulls will eat this before they will eat anything else in the world,
and sometimes this saves their lives.
Ya see, thirty-five years ago, Mandy had a baby. The baby
came a bit early, and it weighed all of 4.5 pounds, and he took a little work
to get him started. Eventually he got to where he’d eat baby food, and since
money was just a mite tight back then, Mandy made her own. This set a
precedent.
Mandy will tell you that the homemade turkey baby food is
magic, but she won’t tell you the entire truth. Sure, the baby food smells
great, and it tastes great, and it slides down easy when eating is too much
work, but what Mandy won’t tell you is that there is more than mushed turkey
and water in those ice cube trays. Nope. That’s not all that goes into that
baby food.
What Mandy won’t tell you is that she also infuses a
generous serving of love into that food. And the other thing that Mandy won’t
tell you is that there isn’t enough room in that baby food for all the love she
has to give, so she serves up some more love on the side, every time she feeds
her baby food to puppies or kittens or old lady cats, or ninety pound pitbulls.
And thus we have magic.
Mandy works for me and thus I’m always giving her things to
do around here. Most times she does them. But every once in a while I’ll go
looking for Mandy onna counta something not getting done right away, and I’ll
find her in the back, sitting next to an open kennel door. The kennel floor
will be covered with one of those warm, colorful, padded kennel floor covers
that Mandy sews. The water dish will be clean and full. The cat box, if needed,
is clean and over there. And the puppy or kitten or old lady cat is curled up
in the bed that Mandy makes for them.
Mandy talks quietly with these patients of ours, so she
disturbs no one. She’ll generally have a little plastic bowl of warm homemade
turkey baby food with her, maybe a spoon or small syringe, or maybe just that
second finger on her right hand that delivers fingertips of baby food gently to
the nose of a puppy or kitten who just might lick it off, and thus jump start a
recovery.
Mandy will have already been sitting there for two hours,
talking with her patient, petting or combing or cleaning softly, fussing with
and touching and passing on the love she serves up with the magic of her baby
food. Mandy learned that you can pass love through your fingers and your voice,
and your fussing…pass it on to a tiny premature baby, or a puppy or kitten or
old lady cat, or ninety pound pitbull….and that is what she does. That, and the
homemade baby food.
I have tests and drugs and a scalpel, and I do what I can.
Mandy follows with the homemade turkey baby food and her love, and she brings
the miracles I don’t have in my box.
This morning we arrived at the hospital early. We wanted to
see how Icarus was doing. This cat had come into our hospital yesterday, and he
looked like shit. Sorry. He did. Mostly, he looked like flea dirt, which is
flea shit, and he felt like a handful of sand when you picked him up. He had so
much flea dirt all over him that the wet parts had turned red.
Icarus lay there on my exam table, limp. His right eye
bulged nearly out of its socket. According to the owner, “He ain’t eatin’, and
he don’t move much.” That much I had figured before Mrs. Einstein opened her
mouth.
Of course she didn’t have any money. Heck, she still owed me
a hundred bucks from February. Couldn’t come up with a hundred bucks in three
months, although it looked as if her tattoo artist got paid. So no tests or
anything useful this day. I got permission to drain the abscess, correct some
of the dehydration, start the antibiotics. We’d have to hope for a miracle to
do the rest.
So I turned Icarus over to Mandy. She fussed over him for
three hours. When she was done, he was clean, about a hundred fleas lay dead on
the battlefield, he’d been talked to, petted, touched, fussed over. His drugs
were in him, his fluids delivered, and now his bed was warm. And a finger with
a bit of homemade turkey baby food was touching ever so gently on his nose. He
licked it off. And he rolled over to have his belly rubbed.
When we left for home Icarus could stand, and he had eaten
some considerable amount of baby food, and even a bit of canned cat food. And
he purred. Maybe, just maybe….
Icarus was dead in his bed this morning. He looked better
dead than when he arrived, for he was clean and he died in a relaxed position.
But yeah, he didn’t make it. That crying and cursing? Well, that’s what Mandy
does sometimes. Especially when she is standing over one of the dead ones who
shouldn’t be that way.
She hasn’t done this work as long as I have, and while I
walk away muttering something about god damn f****ing stupid ass people, Mandy
still screams and cries. And then later she said to me.
“You’re right, you know. You can’t love them more than their
own people. You can’t or this will kill you.”
“Yeah, and good luck with that.“
She’ll be there for the next one. You watch.
